I have been in Seattle for six weeks and I have to admit this place is the worst place I have ever been. The weather is overcast and raining even in June and July. The people are more weird than San Francisco, without the class, and more shallow than San Diego, without the beauty. I have made some inroads with Christians, but as usual they are right when they left. God has shown me as the prideful, willful, thankless mess I have always been and I have nothing. Jesus is alive. No matter what happens, Jesus is alive. If I crash and burn again, Jesus is alive.
God is leading me to walk only by faith. Do I trust the Father enough to provide all my needs in Christ Jesus? Do I really believe "all things are possible with God"? Am I crucified to the world and the world is crucified to me? God will keep me in Seattle on disability, in my stew if I don't step out in faith, and trust Him for everything. He is being just, He is showing me, trust Him and I will take you places you never dreamed of, or trust man and stay in Seattle. Praise God. I am going to seek Him for all I am worth until I walk through this wilderness. I am hoping I will come out of this valley with a deeper knowledge of Christ Jesus my LORD.
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